People have to realize that some days will be better than others, and others will be hell. Imagine what life would be like if we were happy and content all the time? We need those trying moments to appreciate the good. I’m amazed at how resilient us human beings are….just think about the history of humans being and everything we have gone through. Not to get all history-like but it’s true. I value the dark times in my life and I think it’s a beautiful thing to FEEL. I don’t need drugs, alcohol, or any other negative outlet to pick myself out of trying times. What I need is to face reality, feel those emotions, and value them for what they are. I’ve used negative outlets and they’ve done nothing but bring me even further down.
The most important thing I can reiterate to anyone in my life, strangers or not, is that things will always get better. Maybe not tomorrow, a week, or even a month from now. But, surely the days come easier and the minds becomes clearer. Also, take advantage of those around you who are there to support and help you. Whether it be friends, family, counselor, strangers, whoever…..always reach out to people when in need. You will quickly find that many people love and care for you and are offering a hand for when you need. Sometimes we can be blind to that, or don’t reach out enough (fear, confusion, not wanting to feel vulnerable, etc).
I don’t know. I’ve been learning a lot in the past couple weeks.
This was my happy moment
This girl is my entire world. So happy she said yes!!💜😍
I can’t say it enough: I cannot waiiiiiit until Darren comes home. Only 9 days until the love of my life is in my arms again. Rather, I’m in his arms :b
I can’t wait to have sleepovers upon sleepovers upon sleepovers upon cuddles and more. I can’t wait to squeeze the living poop out of him and never let to. 9 days come fasterrrrr.